tuntedaxueyiniandefangwenxuezheshenghuohenkuaijieshule，huiguohou，woxiandaolaodanweihangtianbuerbugongzuo，houyoujiediaodaoguojiakeweixinjishujugongzuo，heqitatongzhiyiqichoujianjisuanjigongchengzhongxin。jigeyuexialai，wojuedezijibushihenshihezheizhongjiguangongzuo，xinzhongmengfalelikaideniantou。qiazaizheishi，haoxiangshimingzhongzhudingdeyiyang，yigejihuizhanxianzaiwomianqian。

1983nian6yue6riwuxiushi，wosuishounaqi《beijingribao》，turanfaxianyouyizeshenzhenshiweizuzhibuzaibeijingzhaopingezhongrencaidaoshenzhentequgongzuodegonggao。wozixidikanlejibian，babaozhishouqilai。neijitianwoteyiconggefangmianlejieshenzhentequdeqingkuang。

zaiwoyinxiangzhong，shenzhentequdexingxiangsuiranshimohude，danwozongganjue，neiliyouwoganyifanshiyedejihui。houlaiwohemeimeiyejianmeishangliang，juedingyikuaierbaomingqushenzhentequgongzuo。zhaopinchuweiyuzhongyangcaizhengbudeyigezhaodaisuozhong，baomingderenbingbuduo。womenhenkuainadaobiaoge，xiangxitianhaohoujiujiaole。linzoushihainalejizhang《shenzhentequbao》。zheishiwodiyiciyushenzhentequdejiechu。

liangtianhou，zhaopinchutongzhiwomenlaimiantan。jiedaiwomendeshidangshideshenzhenshiweizuzhibuzhangouyangxingtongzhi，tahenreqingdijiedaiwomen，tadediyijuhuajiushihuanyingnimenlaitequgongzuo。tayijingzhidaowomenfuqindeqingkuang，binggaosuwomen，tayuanlaizaihuizhoudiweigongzuo。huizhoushiguanxiabaoanxiande，womenfuqindelaojiahuiyangdanshuizhentayequguo。jiuzheiyang，zheiyicijianmianjiujuedinglewoxiabanshengderenshenglicheng。

yejianmeidediaodongshouxuhenkuaijiubanwanle，wodanrenerbufuzhurenzhiwu，shifujujiganbu，banlishouxubijiaomafan，xuyaohangtianbutongyi，zaibaozhongyangzuzhibuhezhun。7yuekaishibanli，dao10yuezhongxuncaibanwan。zheishihaiyaodengdaishenzhenshiweizuzhibudediaoling。zhenzhengbanwandiaodongshouxu、dongshendaodashenzhen，yishi11yue4ridexiawule。zaihuochezhanjiewodeshizuzhibudeyiweiweichuzhang。tagaosuwo，shiweijuedingrangwodaoshikeweigongzuo。

suiranrengshijiguangongzuo，danzheilihebeijingdabuyiyang，tiaojianjiankuqiechongmantiaozhan。shenzhenshikeweidaloushizuoluozaishennandalushizhengfupangdeweiyideyizuoliucengloufang。keweiyuangonggongyou30ren，meiniandequanbufeiyongzhiyou30wanyuan。wodebangongshijiuzaierlouyigemeiyoukongdiaodexiaofangjianli。1983nianzhengshishennanzhongludajiansheshiqi，zhengyedouketingdaojianzhugongdidedazhuangsheng，yuntuqichelaiwangbuting。dangshishenzhendewenzihenkepa，yiqunqundizaitoushangluanfei。susheyeyouhenduowenzi，suoyiyidingyaoluoxiawenzhangcainengrushui。

1984nianzaishenzhenguodediyigechunjie，zhijinlingwonanwang。keweizhaodaisuoshitangyaoguanmenxiuxiyigexingqi，shenzhenshidesuoyoucantingyeyaofangjia，yuangongdoutanqinhuijia，lushangxingrenyeshifenxishao。weilejiejueqitiandechifanwenti，wozhihaodaokeweiyuangongjiachi“paifan”kou

chunjieguohouyishangban，ouyangxingbuzhangjiuzhaowotanhua，tashuo：shiweijuedingyounidanrenkeweizhurenjiandangzushuji，xiwangnibatequdekejishiyezhubufazhanqilai。woyishimeiyoufanyingguolai，danbiaoshifucongzuzhidejueding。woyijingshi50suiderenle，diyicidanrenzhengfubumendeyibashou，xinzhongshiwushude，woshibaozhemozheshitouguohedexintaishangrende。